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I've been doing a lot of soul searching recently, it's the reason this hasn't been updated in ages. The heart just wasn't in it. How do people see eachother? Perceptions are so important, it's how we relate to one another. I see a girl with too much makeup and a miniskirt on, I might look and go "Hey, she's hot" but I'll also think "She's probably also a very 1 dimensional person". I've been trying to teach myself how to not do that so often and believe people are fundamentally genuine until proven otherwise. People change through adolescence, though I think I might be going through it right now, a little later then most. When you look at someone, how you rate their beauty depends on so much. In still photos, the angle of the shot and the lighting have so much importance, but if you see them in real life or in a movie, you're not looking at each frame and analysing their looks, no, you take momentary impressions that last. If you're like me then you usually take their best impression. That's why people don't look so good in photos usually, unless they're setup in a studio with good lighting and are photoshopped. But that's only half the story of course. There are also a lot of mental impressions you place on people. Why am I so attracted so Missy Higgins for instance? There are 'better' looking celebrities out there. It's the short hair, the muso mystique and dress sense telling me that she is a grounded, independent, life loving person. I impose the desires for what I want to be as a person onto others. I ask these things because I've become what I think as unhealthily obsessed with how I appear to other people. Is my skin good enough? Do I look weird at this angle? What about diffuse light compared to sharp and where is the light coming from? I hope this is a phase. |
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I have a bit of a celebrity crush on this young lady and I've been bored: |
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| New fangled technology | ||
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Running the risk of sounding like an old grandma here's a little convo I just had: idiom: Geez, I can't even remember if I have a fileshack account let alone what pword I used if any 523Q: right idiom: This is seriously getting out of hand 523Q: what idiom: having to remember a login for every single download site around just so you can see something which is primarily ADVERTISING. I should have to remember this stuff for IMPORTANT shit 523Q: or maybe you should use one login and password for all of them idiom: I try to but sometimes it doesn't let me! idiom: Each one has different rules 523Q: right idiom: and each time I register for something on the net I get this dread that the spam monsters are gonna smell my digital trail and track me down |
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| The Prodigal Love Song | ||
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It's sexual, it's righteous, it's fucken gregarian. Falling down, down the slippery slope, the bore-hole and sharp sticks and stones with bruises to kiss. Freefall with it's scintillating freedom and drowning inevitability of the behemoth below. Everything is a metaphor when nothing's the future. - Don't read anything into this, I just haven't posted for awhile and just blurted something out. Rock on m/ |
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